a bum's life

a pile of notes to study. an overnight paper work requirement. a bundle of words to write. sleepless nights then going on duty for 8 hours, sometimes even extending up to 16 hours per shift. stress. busy life. crying spells for frustration. fear. laughter. smiles. comfort foods. gash, I miss college! I miss my friends. Yeah, I miss the Busyness. funny, though! College was really tough on me. But luckily survived, now a BSN. Thank God I made it through the wilderness. Many times I've been down. Many times I've been through trials. I've been through sacrifices. That even if you have loss a love one, you still have to go on duty. It was really difficult. I almost got insane. But thank God, He never left me. and I had a great deal of support system. I may not be a millionaire or a billionaire but I'm rich with friends and families who were always there for me. They were my driving forces to keep on going and fighting. 
“God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.”
--This quote really struck me.
Yes of course life will not be always happy as it seems.. Like a roller coaster, you have to go through UPS and DOWNS of life. And Of course, our dear God is always there to give us strength and enlightenment. He will let us see the true meaning of life.
As I've read in my devotional early this morning, a quote there said in the daily bread: "If we are ready to die, we are ready to live." True isn't it? Then, we'll enjoy the true meaning of life. As I said in my first blog, take it day by day.
Like what I'm doing now, enjoying my bum life. Yes, sometimes I get bored but can't get more of it. I still got many things to do-- my scrapbooks, albums, books to read etc. But hey, I've finished cleaning and arranging my room. And I have time to help my mom in house chores. And she will not feel lonely cause together with my adorable dog, Bella.. were at home everyday. We also enjoy much time for shopping and of course eating! haha In just a little time, I've done so much. I've dated with my best-friend, we watched harry potter premiere together, enjoyed our coffee jelly frappe from Starbucks, talked and laughed under the big moon who was never bigger than our thumb and just spent time with each other. I and my family went for a short weekend vacation just last Saturday and went home yesterday, although quite tired but we had the time of our lives--being on the province and just relaxing in the breeze of fresh air. It was unforgettable because it was also the first time my dog ever went over seas. It was amusing though. I love watching her. She didn't have motion sickness huh, and i'm proud of her. She was so behave the whole trip that most people admires her. Oh. I love her so much!

Here's joshua, me, Bella and Mama H 

on the pamboat going to Guimaras. 

*These moments were happy, really full of bliss. As I would always say, I wish everyday was as happy as this.
But as they say, expect the unexpected.
But we will make it, just keep the faith burning.
For our dear God is always there for us.
Well, I'm making most of my BUM's life. Still waiting for the result of the NLE. Hopefully I'll pass and with God's grace-- top it! Impossible though. But hey never say never! haha:D
It will be just in time that I get tired of this bum's life-- that I'll be prepared and ready to face the real world.. working. helping my family--it will be my pleasure. 
and if with God's grace, to be His instrument to show His unending love to humanity-- to be a NURSE- compassionate and able to give quality care to His precious creation---mankind.
*crossfingers
--and of course still waiting for the day--Mr. Right will come.
But as they say, "don't find LOVE, let it  find you". <3
Hopefully, it'll find me. haha
--cause I see many in love people, and sometimes.. okay most of the time.. it makes me sigh.. makes me sick.. and would make me ponder--when will mine come? *sigh again
But hey, I'm miss bubbly optimistic.
Ms. Brightside =)
And when I'll find him, I'll give my LOVE.
Hopefully, he'll be the man I'll be growing old with.
for now. I'm so dead in LOVE with KEAN CIPRIANO!!!
damn.. i'm insane. i'm obsessed!haha
I wanna travel the world.
--woah! flight of ideas..
cheeryah! till next time.